Both are lethal. ...
"Somehow, somewhere along the way, my Christianity had become a hamster's squeaky wheel of dos and don'ts (which I commonly referred to as discipIeshi'p) that were wearing me out but not getting me anywhere. I wasn't addicted to crack; I was addicted to religion in a vain attempt to get God to like me, bless me, or at least spare me from hell when it was all over.
It's funny how one can talk a good grace game, but for all practical purposes live by the law. I've learned that the "grace but . . mentality is as lethal as anything you can sniff, toke, or shoot up. I was the nice, church-attending, tithing, checklist-keeping, image- projecting, good-behaving, and emotion-repressing Christian."
(Jim Palmer. Divine Nobodies: Shedding Religion To Find God- And the unlikely people who help you.)
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