He nailed it ....right or wrong, about how I felt.... wow
"What frustrated me was I began to realise, from an insiders stand point, unless you were a part of what I was doing, you weren't important. I didn't have time to focus on you unless you effected the bottom line of what was going on, unless you were part of the thing we were building.
I didn't have the time. I was exhaused. I was one of those run around with you head cut off guys, light my hair on fire christians, and in the midst of all that you are going like, "Lord, where is the simplicity and the open handedness that I'm not doing this with a mixture of motive?" I'm not asking the question, "Can I get this person to be a part of our thing?"
My experience is a lot people that are... who are now setting out on this journey, or stepping away from it (institutional). I think they are pretty tired of being able to see through some of those dynamics. They don't want to be just another cog in someone elses machine." (Brad Cummings... "The God Journey" Podcast. May 19, 2005)
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