"When you begin to think outside the box, you often become some other "leaders" lousy follower. That usually costs something" (Andy Rayner)

"Our guardian angels are bored." (Mike Foster)

It's where I feel I'm at these days. “In the second half of life, it is good just to be a part of the general dance. We do not have to stand out, make defining moves, or be better than anyone else on the dance floor. Life is more participatory than assertive, and there is no need for strong or further self-definition” (Falling Upward. Richard Rohr.120).

Friday, February 9, 2018

I Can't Stop Buying Bread

I buy bread all the time.
The fear lives with me - I'm afraid of runnin out of bread.
What if there's no bread?
That has stayed with me.
We were given half a loaf. I divided it into four chunks. I kept some for the evening and some for work. We were always hungry. Hungry all the time.
So i constantly stock up on bread.
My son says: 'We've got enough bread.'
I know, forgive me.
I can't help it.
That's what remains from the camps.
The fear of having no bread.
No bread.

Jadwiga Malewicz. Ten years for Counter Revelotion

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