"........he is rare in having stayed on, and twenty odd years later he is still in Ecuador, still committed to the place and the people...... and still poor. He's is the man-there are not many in the world- who stayed behind. Americans seldom do. You meet the odd German, the tetchy Englishman, the panicky Hindu, the refugee Pole, or whoever; but seldom do you see the cultured, civilized, widely read American in the Third-World boondocks." (The Saddest Pleasure: A Journey on Two Rivers. Pg 9)
"Keep safe and don't let the wackadoodles get to you. They got to me and I suspect I will never be the same again." (Friend,AB) "The farsighted tend to get blindsided by the near sighted." Barry Kolb
"When you begin to think outside the box, you often become some other "leaders" lousy follower. That usually costs something" (Andy Rayner)
"Our guardian angels are bored." (Mike Foster)
It's where I feel I'm at these days. “In the second half of life, it is good just to be a part of the general dance. We do not have to stand out, make defining moves, or be better than anyone else on the dance floor. Life is more participatory than assertive, and there is no need for strong or further self-definition” (Falling Upward. Richard Rohr.120).
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Few Stay Behind
It Gave Me Eyes
"Travel is the saddest of pleasures. It gave me eyes." (Picture Palace. Paul Theroux)
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Returning to Obscurity
"Years earlier, I'd met an Englishman who had played the part of Lear for a theater company that traveled through villages in rural India. One day taking the role to heart, he simply walked off stage and into the jungle, only emerging five years later. When I met him he'd become the director of Oxfam in the Indian city of Ahmedabad, but was still dreaming of returning to the forest" (The Heart of the World. Ian Baker, pg20)
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Wrong Idea
"The wrong idea has taken root in the world. And the idea is this: there just might be lives out there that matter less than other lives."(Gregory Boyle. Tattoos On The Heart, pg192)
Thursday, June 14, 2012
African Bush Taxi's
Jula Girl
I snapped this photo in 1997, while working over 90km in the rain forest of Ivory Coast.... they lived in a small camp in the forest, not even really a village. Just a few mud huts among their fields. I have memories burned into my mind , heart and soul of these people and places.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Etched Memories.
Things, people, places hat I have experienced in Africa . I will never forget!
My Son
My son hates fishing.... He works quietly all day, but is a very goof fisherman. A fog bank just rolled and causes this haze on the sun, as we set back our first Lobster trap line of the day...
Sometimes We Lack Information
I took this picture in Toronto, and I guess I am I'll informed on this one.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Why Fear Death?
Algerian monk, threatened with death, said to those who wanted to inflict it....."What do we have to fear after all? To be thrown into the tenderness of God." (Tattoos On The Heart. Pg183)
Sunday, June 10, 2012
What I Just Can't See - Perception Barriers
"They are hidden not only by their extreme remoteness, he said, but by barriers formed by our habitual ways of perceiving our surroundings." (The Heart of the World: A Journey to the Last Secret Place, Ian Baker)
Salt
"The most sought after product in all of recorded civilization is............................
"Salt is so common, so easy to obtain, and so inexpensive that we have forgotten that from the beginning of civilization until about 100 years ago, salt was one of the most sought-after commodities in human history.
Salt became one of the first international commodities of trade; it's production was one of the first industries and, inevitably, the first state monopoly. The search for salt has challenged engineers for millennial and created some of the most bizarre, along with some of the most ingenious, machines. A number of the greatest public works ever conceived were motivated by the need to move salt. " (Salt: A World History. Mark Kurlanshy, pg 12)
The Mission is Realtionship & Relationship is Mission
Carrie M: But wouldn't you say that's a form if living the Gospel?"Success and failure, ultimately, have little to do with living the Gospel. Jesus just stood with the outcasts until they were welcomed or until he was crucified-whichever came first." (Gregory Boyle, Tattoos on the Heart pg172)
AJ: Where I'm at right now, I would change the word... "a" form of living the gospel" to that being "THE" form of living the gospel. Not sure I can explain it well (I usually cant). However, I think we miss that gospel, if anything, is related to the two greatest commands...Love God...Love others.... All that we do is connected to a person, and a person\people. Being with people...hanging out with people..... is the foundation of everything... and building relationships with people, is the greatest success, there is never ever a failure in that. No matter what is achieved, or not achieved, by our efforts. When we stop treating people like our project, the focus of our plan/program, or giving the impression that we are only there because someone else sent us..... then "WE" (Me-I) can truly stand with that person, we might be able to share something, and shall I dare say it, enjoy any benefits such a relationships offers in return... Being with, I mean really being with a person, is the greatest gospel there is.... the greatest gift of all... And no matter what people I have been with on earth (a dozen African ethnic groups) I'm seeing that this is a the core of the heart of any person/people.
Carrie M: OK, he is saying the when we "live the Gospel" what we are really doing is treating the world as a project? I can get that. We need to stop looking at life as a mission project and truly "be" with people, only then will we be living the Gospel as Jesus intended?
AJ: I would say (And I think Boyle is possibly getting at) that mission is impossible without relationship. Relationship is the mission. "Mission" is relationship. Connected to the father, and to others..... just doing things "at" people, "for" people, and "to" people, can be done, but it seems to result in little that is enduring... or endearing. The greatest result is not in what we actually did, but in how we connected.... ???????
I might change that last line from "Did", to "Accomplished"... Because we have have control over what we do, but not what we accomplish.
Carrie M: I love this! It puts all of those "mission projects" into a different light, doesn't it? How many of us love to do things at, to, and for people, but really don't want to know people? Humbling...
Facing the Darwinian Pinch
However, we have had little understanding that death, it's very existence, and our fear of it, is also a major driving force that Causes sin.... (sin causes death-death causes sin) We do a lot of nasty evil things when faced with a fear something will die, will not continue, or will change.
Richard Beck, then gave this illustration of the preservation instinct that all created mechanisms have (Any Institution). When faced with injury, if there is any possibility, in the remotest possibility, that injury or death is on the horizon, lots of nastiness always results. It's a survival ethic, that kicks in when a drop of "death fear" creeps in.
"I can devote my life to.........this institution, and I can pull myself into it, and I get all these self esteem benefits, .....I'm getting blue ribbons, I'm getting promotions, I'm getting a pat on the back. But, at the end of the day, if my institution, or any business, kind of feels the Darwinian pinch, people get let go. Then they say, "Wait a second."
I think of this last recession. I just spent forty years working for this company, and, just like that, they let me go. And then you look back on it and ask, "Well, what was I serving?" Because, what you eventual realize is that that institution is governed by it's own survival ethic....... It's governed by the logic of death......
I was serving, in the language of Paul, another creature, another created thing, and it sapped my time and energy. But for forty years, working for the man, it made me feel like my life had purpose and meaning...... it's fragile. While it works, it gets you through the day. You can go through the day and be very busy, feel like you had a good day. But it's very fragile......."PodcastI found this insightful, and see the power of death at work (causing sin) in me.
But, now I also understand that this fear of death works in the institutions I have been part of....
The Fear in both, causing us to sin.
Willing to let things die, rather than wrestling with it to keep it alive, help it survive, is probably a major advancement in our lives. When we give up the fear of something dying, we are given that very thing back, in a new way, a better way. John said perfect love casts out fear.....
John 12:24 "I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat is planted in the soil and dies, it remains alone. But its death will produce many new kernels—a plentiful harvest of new lives."
I have some things to think about....
The Global Nomad.
AJ
Friday, June 8, 2012
Barriers of Perception
Sonam, a Tibetan guides wisdom to Ian Baker.....as they plan to enter a region few have ever wandered......
"They are hidden not only by their extreme remoteness, he said, but by barriers formed by our habitual ways of perceiving our surroundings." (The Heart of the World: A Journey to the Last Secret Place, Ian Baker)
A great book I'm reading on Tibet
Much of the joy of my life has been lost to barriers of perception and habit. Most of them handed down to me by the institutions I've been part of, and frankly, I'm glad to be free from much of it.
Legendary Places
Longing to experience legendary places... is a theme of my heart lately. Will you walk with me?
"Most races have their promised land, and such legendary places must necessarily be somewhat inaccessible, hidden behind misty barriers where ordinary men do not go."
(The Riddle of the Tsangpo Gorges. Frank Ward)
The Older I Get, The More I like The Wilderness.
I've had this desire to just get away...... I mean, just drive to some wilderness, get out, pick a direction and walk it, for days on end. I'd probably get lost' but it's almost an aching in my soul. Newfoundland comes to mind.
"There is an unaccountable solace that fierce landscapes offer to the soul."
(Beldon Lane in, "The Solace of Fierce Landscapes")
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Poor Jackass.....!
Concerning the difference between man and the jackass: some observers hold that there isn't any. But this wrongs the jackass. - Mark Twain.
What there is left of Brotherhood
"The universal brotherhood of man is our most precious possession, what there is of it." Mark Twain
Why some humility in our "position".
We are all missionaries (propagandists of our views). Each of us disapproves of the other missionaries. - MarkTwain.
Justifying Tradition With Mark Twain.
The less there is to justify a traditional custom, the harder it is to get rid of it - Mark Twain
It is no harm to be an ass, if one is content to bray and not kick. - Mark Twain
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
More Phoney Than A Glass Eye!
"This is New York: skyscraper champion of the world where slickers and know-it-alls peddle gold bricks to each other and where the truth, crushed to earth, rises again more phoney than a glass eye" Ben Hecht Nothing Sacred, 1937(Got the quote second hand in "The Big Oyster: A history of the half shell - New York Times Best Seller)
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Unknown Slave!
"I have freed a thousand slaves, but I could have freed a thousand more if they knew they were slaves."(Underground railroader Harriet Tubman)
Narrow tunnel
"Been part of this narrow life, and now that I have adopted different rhythms, habits and structures in my life, I'm looking back and seeing most in that circle see only one huge uniform way for it to operate. There is no outside information getting into that circle, so they repeat what everyone is doing, but simply twee king it to make it better, and it's not really getting any better.(English philosopher John Locke)
"The surest way to stop thinking is to read books only in one field and talk only to people who work in one field."